I just need to ran away

Yes!! i just need to ran away and get out of my mind.. not be me any more. or being this mess. I miss my sister and I so miss the baby. I just don’t feel me any more and I feel like I cant deal any longer. when its to shit like this no bigg but the fact that I love that kid more then anything. the fact that this guy that she is with can man up and deal with the fact… we said sorry what the hell else is it going to take.. getting a lawyer so we can see the baby bc that’s all we what is to see the baby..

if your reading this and have no clue whats going on sorry.but you can get the just of it all. this is one fucked up thing that has come to light and I don’t understand why god is letting this happen. I pray and I good. why cant he just give me this one. he knows im at the end of my mind and I cant deal with the feelings any more. all I do any more is cry. and im not one to cry. I deal with the shit. and get over it. but when I may just be ok with it she calls or text or something and it just all over and then some..

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