I finally feel like I’m getting back to my self. Things have been crazy. With my Health. And then other things keep getting in my way but I feel like the old me. Hope this last!!
This year is going to be bout me! Yes that may seem self-centered but if you can put to and to together this year has not been the best. For me. I do remember all what I have posted. I’ll post it this year we (my mom and I) yes I’m 25 and still at home. Mental issues are the reason why I’m still here long story about that.had a fulling out with my one sister who had a bady. Due to the baby’s dad. We haven’t got to see him since April. But a week before my dad went to the hospital on Black Friday to 2014. He had a blood clot. And was in and out of the hospital and rehab. Then to a nursing home so the hole bady dad thing came out at the worst time.
Yes life happens and shit like that happens. What messed me up was the baby thing. It not even far that they ( mainly my sister) is keeping us from him. ( not trying to Point fingers or say I’m batter or what not but that’s not the point) she isn’t even sticking up for us or for the baby. I understand that this situation with my sister and the baby dad there are a lot of issues like that. But what it comes down to is. We had him all most every day. That thing I’m bitching bc in not. With my sister going to school and working and him will that’s a hole other thing.
But! I’m am so happy that I got to spend his 1st year with him. I love that baby. A lot. And it was killing me not to act up and call I’m out on what he was doing to the baby. And is painfull tho I know it needed to be done it just killing me inside and fucked me up. But I do see the sun. The it’s not yellow(idk what could) and I need to stop being sad and getting me upset. So I’m going to say what’s on my mind. And do or say thing that I fe the need
The up side is I’m working out and. It’s helping get me back to me.
UG! so I have not got my money yet for Ssi they called last Friday and said that I will get the money in 3 day. Will if you don’t add in the weekend. Weds or the next day.
The guy called today saying that the paper work didn’t go in right. So he had to fix some things. And now he gave us a new number. Like stop playing us. We win. Now give me my money. And stop playing games
Well today is the day I have my SSD count date. I not a hot mess as of now. We will seen ones we are on the way.
So I still have an Eczema on my face. My face is really dry and it feels like my face is on fire. I just what it to go away! im doing what I need to be doing. but its just not far.
So the other day (the 15th) I got to new things for my face to use . Clean and Clear Deep action exfoliating scrab, and Clean and Clear Morning Glow moisturizer. I use them both last night before I went to bed. I got up today (was the 16th) and my face was killing me. So I went over to my friends place. And as I was getting ready I use the Clean and Clear Deep action exfoliating scrub on my face. not thinking I put make up on. By the end of the night I ended up taking my make up off well I was there. it was that bad!
so I come home jumped in the shower to get the rest of it off. I made sure to put eucerin skin calming moisturizing cream on the helped. but I kept itching my face after a bit. I put ice on it then. that worked but I have no way of keeping it there with out having to lay down or not have one hand.if there is anything you need to know bout me is that Im one of them people that when im get in to my work and when im there in that mind set of working im all in and there is no stopping me (unless you piss me off then ) I was on my laptop so I really need both of my hands. I was getting pissed off more and more by that time I ended put just using my body wash to get off whet I put on . and ended up putting on Calamine Lotion. that has now helped!
I took some ZZquil before putting the Calamine on my face. got done going that and posting this came to my mind! so by keeping my hand bz. its helped ! I going to try and blog bout my Eczema. this it the time of year were it gets bad. im hopping by me writing about it may help some other people out there. to let you know what you not the only one that has Eczema. And I know it so not fun it . I have had to give up all the nice fragrances. I was big on that kind of thing. But it is what it is and im ok with it.
Allergies! Fun ! Right! … Wrong !! I have them so bad in the fall and spring that I’m sick. And to add on the that fun, I have Eczema.As I’m writing this im trying to get that I’m in pain and itching out of my mind and trying really hard not to.
I get a Kenalog shot before fall and spring. Thank god I got one this spring bc I’m in Ohio and the trees were supper bad this year. Having all this issues and having my body go to war. For some reason out of the blue, it just came on fast and bad. I’m in pain and not likening it !
My legs are killing me .my chast is really bad. Ill I what to do is sleep. But every time I get in a good place to sleep it acts up agin. I don’t what to have this ! It’s not fun ! My skin looks really bad . And I get looked at bc of it . Will ill post some more one this and what not here soon .