Just a bad day that keep getting worse. 

So yesterday Was one of those days where my anxiety was so bad. My sister wanted to help me with the basement. And I have a panic attack. Because I know what I want to do down there. And I’m at a spot were I I am at a dead end. Were I want toContinue reading “Just a bad day that keep getting worse. “

Life issues and a father I have not seen in years. Due to life and all its crap. 

UPDATE! 6/30/2015 Sorry its it’s taking me a few day to give you all an update! But it went will! He came abut 2 and didn’t go tell after 6 pm So my real dad what’s to be a part of my life. To be real I’m cool with that. But the thing is theContinue reading “Life issues and a father I have not seen in years. Due to life and all its crap. “

A year for me.

This year is going to be bout me! Yes that may seem self-centered but if you can put to and to together this year has not been the best. For me. I do remember all what I have posted. I’ll post it this year we (my mom and I) yes I’m 25 and still atContinue reading “A year for me.”

Just found out

Ok yes it 3 am and I’m just in my basement walking because will A)its 3am and B) it’s Ohio and the weather is will just Ohio. If you could give us a mental disorder then Ohio is bipolar ** disclosure mental disorders are not a joke. I for one have adhd/add so I knowContinue reading “Just found out”

Ssi I got it. Now for the games that like to play

UG! so I have not got my money yet for Ssi they called last Friday and said that I will get the money in 3 day. Will if you don’t add in the weekend. Weds or the next day. The guy called today saying that the paper work didn’t go in right. So he hadContinue reading “Ssi I got it. Now for the games that like to play”