I finally feel like I’m getting back to my self. Things have been crazy. With my Health. And then other things keep getting in my way but I feel like the old me. Hope this last!!
So yesterday Was one of those days where my anxiety was so bad. My sister wanted to help me with the basement. And I have a panic attack. Because I know what I want to do down there. And I’m at a spot were I I am at a dead end. Were I want toContinue reading “Just a bad day that keep getting worse. “
UPDATE! 6/30/2015 Sorry its it’s taking me a few day to give you all an update! But it went will! He came abut 2 and didn’t go tell after 6 pm So my real dad what’s to be a part of my life. To be real I’m cool with that. But the thing is theContinue reading “Life issues and a father I have not seen in years. Due to life and all its crap. “
This year is going to be bout me! Yes that may seem self-centered but if you can put to and to together this year has not been the best. For me. I do remember all what I have posted. I’ll post it this year we (my mom and I) yes I’m 25 and still atContinue reading “A year for me.”
Ok ok the title is generic but it going to be. We all have years that are fabulous days that are fabulous weeks that are fabulous month. Others are just num. 2013 I thought that was an ugly year with a close friend passing away to a few weeks/month me getting in a car accident.Continue reading “New year new me”
So I haven’t posted a lot of artwork lately because we been in the process of redoing my basement which is my office and I have everything everywhere and all different places every way and until we get everything back in order. I feel like I can’t do anything productive. And I’m just sitting hereContinue reading “What’s new in my life. What’s going on”
I’m at the point were there is nothing I can do. With any of the shit that is going on. I feel helpless,sad,can’t do anything. I what to say I give up but I’m not ready to give up yet. I know I have a lot of fight in me. But I don’t know how.
Yes!! i just need to ran away and get out of my mind.. not be me any more. or being this mess. I miss my sister and I so miss the baby. I just don’t feel me any more and I feel like I cant deal any longer. when its to shit like this noContinue reading “I just need to ran away”
So with everything happen I just what to go far away from it all. I feel like I’m going mad. My dad is no longer coming home. My one sister has a ass hole baby daddy. He will not let is see the baby. Even after my mom called him to make things right. ThenContinue reading “I just what it all back”
4/31/2014 So I’m just now getting ready to go to bed. And as I was getting something small to eat. My moms phone rings. When your phone rings at 4am it’s not a real good thing. It was my dad. He didn’t know what time it is.he asked if my mom was bz. And willContinue reading “A 4am phone call”